Sunday, June 22, 2008

Either a 100% or its a Failure

Inspired by the Fun Day at the SOS yesterday

I know myself to be hardly satisfied and pleased in so many ways , and I have this general rule to judge myself , before applying it to people . Actually I don't care much about judging people , and if I do so , I like my opinion to be heard and listened to , and to be recognized as an advice not as criticism to point out someone's mistakes and thats it !

Back to the rule , it says " Its either a 100% success or its a failure " Well , I know perfection is impossible here on earth , so I ll be ok with a 90% .

Its difficult to have a single scale to measure success with , since everyone would have his own definition ; for me I like to be harsh on myself and take the bumpy way in judging my work , behavior , attitude , & personality . I like my work to be mistake-free , although it is some how impossible ! And it is like never going to happen , since I am too human .

Anyways , to be honest with you , I get annoyed and stung deep in the heart when someone starts pointing out my mistakes , not that I take things personally , but because I missed again , I screwed up again , or lets say I FAILED again . A mistake making more than 10% for me is a TOTAL FAILURE .

Despite the hassle and the bothersome feeling I ll be in , I get excited , agitated , and even turned on to listen to my mistakes and to know where did I screw up . And to the records , I consider this to be my best part , because I believe its the key for perfection . The reason for that , that I start looking to the future , imagining myself in the same situation again , trying to come up with ideas to avoid doing these mistakes again , to reach perfection / success , and live happily ever after , H3 !

Monday, June 16, 2008

Echo

I could save myself lots of trouble , if I could just listen to myself !

The problem is that you could have the ability to give advices , look at things from different angles , and offer lots of help to others ; but when it comes to yourself , your situation & problems , you stand there incapable of giving yourself the right advice , or even you cant think about he whole issue in a proper way ! Still , the worst happens when you cant just REPEAT what you used to say to others !