I blog therefore ...
The other day , in the middle of morning rush of rounding on patients , I was inspired by one , she sounded confused , after which I asked " Do you know what year we are in ? " , she giggled before trying to answer my question in an attempt to show how silly it was ! Shortly the moment of truth came , she started looking around to think , after a while and with a big smile on her face she replied " 1967 " . At that moment that evil me was laughing , celebrating , and screaming " in your face you old sick lady " . After getting out of the room , I stood there for a second to think of what kind of memories that lady's rusty brain was stuck at in 1967 , then it all occurred to me suddenly when I started introjecting what had just happened ! I realized I was no different ! I was totally DISORIENTED too .
In medicine , when we first examine patients , we start by assessing wakefulness followed by orientation . Orientation means exactly " enak te3raf wein Allah 7atak " , and consists of 3 elements ; time , place & person
When I asked myself that question , I found myself stuck somewhere in 2008 . It all happened after graduating from medical school and finishing my internship year . I was entirely shocked with the real life , and how much work it takes me to get my career set and well established ! The goal I had at that time was to get to the states and start residency ! I decided I need to be focused on the freaking USMLE exams that can lead me to achieve my goal . And that was the time when I decided to abandon my blog and take a little break . Apparently that little break was a little bit longer than what I was expecting !
Simply, I blog to express , & not to impress ! Whenever I hit the " New Post " button and start typing , that is the time when I have a light bulb above my head . My blog is that quiet place that I lock myself in , to think and see clearly .
Having that being said , obviously I was barley thinking in the past years , I have just been going with the flow and adopting the trends of others . I was putting myself in a position to take the crap of people whether I liked it or not . I was thriving , or more correctly , surviving on others' infested , filthy , lousy & nasty thought process .
I had never been like this , I might have been for now , bs Inshallah & for sure I ll never be anymore .I have the tendency to develop or even create new music of minds !
Sorry Rene , allow me to rephrase , I blog therefore I think , I think therefore I am me .
In medicine , when we first examine patients , we start by assessing wakefulness followed by orientation . Orientation means exactly " enak te3raf wein Allah 7atak " , and consists of 3 elements ; time , place & person
When I asked myself that question , I found myself stuck somewhere in 2008 . It all happened after graduating from medical school and finishing my internship year . I was entirely shocked with the real life , and how much work it takes me to get my career set and well established ! The goal I had at that time was to get to the states and start residency ! I decided I need to be focused on the freaking USMLE exams that can lead me to achieve my goal . And that was the time when I decided to abandon my blog and take a little break . Apparently that little break was a little bit longer than what I was expecting !
Simply, I blog to express , & not to impress ! Whenever I hit the " New Post " button and start typing , that is the time when I have a light bulb above my head . My blog is that quiet place that I lock myself in , to think and see clearly .
Having that being said , obviously I was barley thinking in the past years , I have just been going with the flow and adopting the trends of others . I was putting myself in a position to take the crap of people whether I liked it or not . I was thriving , or more correctly , surviving on others' infested , filthy , lousy & nasty thought process .
I had never been like this , I might have been for now , bs Inshallah & for sure I ll never be anymore .I have the tendency to develop or even create new music of minds !
Sorry Rene , allow me to rephrase , I blog therefore I think , I think therefore I am me .
2 comments:
Life gives us lessons daily by different means.But it is upon us to decide whether to learn from those lessons or accept them as daily motion....
it has been a long time dar and this one is so nice u express and impress really it has been for me since i graduate from med school 2004 and since then what u describe is am i now
and if u come here to express i come here realy to releave
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